the last run

the amount of submission about to done before exam kick off :

- research paper (fuck, i havent done my case studies, only one not enough!)

-structure assignment (where's my notes? this times wikipedia is never the answer. T^T)

-skethcing commission ( have to be done in this week or got no payment at all, da fuq?)

-construction tech personal assignment (i'm not done with my design, how i supposed to get this assignment done?)

-practical reports (SAYYY WUUUTTTTT????)

not only i got so procrastinated in a very wrong moment, (HAHA)

also so worried sick about my design.

and oh, my furniture design's lecturer, dearie mr sabri made it way more worse for make us redo our scale 1:1 furniture, due in next 2 weeks.GODDAMMIT! i just not willing to spend extra hours on only 2 hrs credit subject, which i got 6 hrs credit subject is way more important.

speak of the devil,

my recent design submission is quite disappointing.

not quite, its more like major disappointing.

the momentum was killed, at the earliest stage.

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well, moral issue i can learn from my design is, never reject a person before u know them, judge them by their looks.who knows whatever u done could tear them in pieces.

who the hell are you to be such judgemental?

i am strong, at least i was.

true

“To laugh often and much;

To win the respect of intelligent people and the affection of children;

To earn the appreciation of honest critics and endure the betrayal of false friends;

To appreciate beauty;

To find the best in others;

To leave the world a little better; whether by a healthy child, a garden patch or a redeemed social condition;

To know even one life has breathed easier because you have lived.

This is the meaning of success.

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— Ralph Waldo Emerson

today.

spongebob square pants, a quarrel scene of squidward & patrick;
squidward: you're a chicken!
patrick: i'm not a chicken *(drop his popcorn), MY POPCORN! (*picking his dropped popcorn in a chicken manners)
me: HAHAHA (laughing idiotically)

meanwhile, in malay version;
squidward: awak pengecut!
patrick: saya bukannya pengecut *(drop his popcorn), POPCORN SAYA! (*picking his dropped popcorn in chicken manners)
me: wtf?!not funny at all.*grin grin grin

I HATE MALAY SPEAKING SPONGEBOB.PERIOD.

why i unfriend you in facebook

the term unfriend is so wrong in many ways,
literally or intentionaly,
then i prefer the term remove friend from list.
intentionally, i usually remove others from my list for good reason.
that also works on why i blocked others or not approving their friend request.

1.i don't know you
yes, the number in my friend list is the actual number of my real mate that i met in the real world where i actually speak and hang out with.i don't make friend via the net thus i won't approve friend request from stranger or i if did, i might be just clicked the unfriend button.opps.

2.annoying request
either game request or request to like their fan page, its all annoying.i already quit playing facebook games ok. its okay to promote, just please don't persuade to much, i don't click like unless i really meant to.

3.mean statement
harsh statement and dirty words towards me, and yet it linked back to my profile. my family and other friend also connected with me through facebook fyi, so i rather click the unfriend button to keep you and your dirty finger-typin away!

4.mr. or mrs i-dont-speak-to-you-in-real-life-yet-i-sound-so-friendly-in-facebook.
you sound so loud in facebook by cool friendly status and seems to care about everybody, you dear little sunshine, where the matter of fact, you just give me that heart cold look every time you met me.not even a hi, a nod or a smile.so cool or cold hard shining plastic?

5.i just plainly hate you
yupp..really?need more elaboration?naaaa..

now you know why i unfriend/blocked/or won't approve your friend request.bye.

wow!sangat hebat!

cepat dan pantas.

bertindak sepantas kilat.

sbb mmg tau org muda berdarah panas akan ghairah dengan aktiviti yg mengundang ke arah revolusi.

tapi, tak payah la nak mencece sangat.

nampak sangat takut.

apa apa pun, tetap bangga bersekolah di uitm.

yuran terendah, fasiliti berbaloi, fakulti profesional, pak guard paling bangsat, and tak lupa kuli2 di ofis yg malas nak layan student tapi lebih rela main fesbuk satu hari.mana nak dpt kemewahan macam ni di tempat lain?

jadi, bersyukurlah dengan apa yang ada.

borak psl bersih?taknak.dah muak dengar,dulu seronok nak ambil tahu, sekarang dah bosan.

bored to death?here something to do!

four month of hols could suffocated you to boredom,

leaving behind all the pen and book could make you rusty,

so, here something awesome to kill all the time you have.

i'm planning to enter the competition myself.

well, i'll try, as long as the works didn't tear me to pieces.T-T

here's the link for more info.

hate # 2

wake up early in the morning just to know i have piles of work to be done.

whoever stated that working hours started at 8 am sucks.

whoever stated that we should work for 8 hours per day sucks.

just please let lay back and rest my head and sleep for a few days silently like a child.

good sleep only come twice a year in my life.oh please.

hijacked

the result is disappointing.

but at least i passed all my papers, not in flying colour, more like hijacked mono.

one of my friend told me to be grateful to Him for what i have today.

so, thank you and alhamdulillah.

yet, i still need to work extra hard next time, which will be my last chance, i wish.

here come the new semester resolution recycled from last time: double my effort to work my ass off.

kiss goodbye!

kiss goodbye to examination, notes, exam slip,

sleep (i always fell asleep while reading my notes) and everything related.

but design still haunting me and it taste like hell..literally.

damn.

the heat turn me to a slowpoke and kill my mood.

oh my, only few hours left, good luck everybody.

*continue to my cad.

monkey

dear you,

your last visit was not invited,

i don't even want you here,

plus, you just annoyed me and other people,

your existence just like a cancer,

so i confront you here and tell you on your face,

stop pretending because all of your lies just burst.

it just me trying so hard to make everything okay with you,

where you never care any less.

you just need me when you're in trouble,

selfishly want to save only you,

well, i don't need any of your kind in my day.

so please go away, permanently before i erase your existence myself.

just to let you know,

right now, i do enjoy watching you and your clan fall, kissing my feet.

i know you're reading this, bitch.

so next time we stumble, please go away.

i don't even want to share the same air with you.

you moronic brainless monkey bitch.

fact!

tommorow is submission, today is working day.

good luck everyone!

today.

this is me during my daily basis.

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this is me when submission rolling.

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this is me wiping my ass to get my job done.

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this is my brain when in my work-work-work-work mode.

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this is my back, aftermath of the activated mode.

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this is the usual scene in my purse at the moment.

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this is the other people.

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this is the other people who care less about my work-work-work mode.

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this is my anger thermostat.

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this is me when being poked.

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this is my boyfie poke poke poke poke me.

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this is me when i'm being poked till the thermostat...

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this is me now.

moral of the story:

wtf?please dont....

i was shocked. super shocked. either i was fooled by google or the google went fool.haha..

i was browsing to find suitable building for my history of architecture final project, where we are required to choose any 20th and 21st century building, make model, presentation board and all about.

so i was searching for mr bjarke ingles's building (as he is my favourite since my 1st year)

due to super lazy me waiting super slow internet to loading,

i end up googling for his images at google..

and as usual, the suggestion word will pop out from google search box..

this was what came out;

note the suggestion saying "bjarke ingels girlfriend"

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so, curious little me did click the link and i was like..................................

all the pictures are guys, even to the last page.

yes, i am heartbroken.

all these years,i'm in love with a gay. T^T

actually i did try to open every link connected to the picture, but uitm internet blocked em.

all of them. oh..we are allowed to read juicy gossips about maria ozawa and other celebs, but not the architects?fucking racist.

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whatever, he still my idol. haters can go to hell.

we are two years old.happy anni.

two years together.

awesome and nuts.

crawling and begging.

fighting and laughter.

rise and fall.

dead and resurrect.

i know, i kinda lame compared to last year.

we fought too much even about anniversary.

and now i cant even write a poem about us.

so, this is a song for you my gemot.

i'll make a poem later for you.

I know, I know you belong
To somebody new
But tonight
You belong to me

Although, although we're apart
You're part of my heart
And tonight
You belong to me

Lay down
By the stream
How sweet
It will seem
Once more
Just to dream
In the moonlight

My honey, I know, I know
With the dark
That you will be gone
But tonight
You belong to me

Lay down way down along the stream
How very very sweet it will seem
Once more just to dream
In the silvery moonlight

My honey, I know, I know
With the dark
That you will be gone
But tonight
You belong to me

happy anni.ily. :)

who actually turnoff their light tonight in the name of earth hour are idiot.

yes people,i personally think people who turned off their light or any electric devices for an hour only to support earth hour are moron. major one. following the trend without knowing the truth. how idiotic you can be?

earth hour is a global event, launched a few years back ago, by WWF, in order to increase the climate change, carbon dioxide emission awareness by reducing energy consumption.

earth hour supporting by turning off your light bulb is only reasonable in other region such as australia,us , korea, japan and ect, but not in malaysia.

this is because in malaysia , here, malaysia use hydro to generate electricity.

so no natural resources is save by doing so.

and i presume everybody knows that hydro resources is renewable and green.

yes people, green.

not like other region as i mention above, they use natural resources to generate their electricity, especially black coal.

oh did i mention, australia generate their electricity by black coal too?

and did i mention its the aussie who started this earth hour thinggy?

dear fellow malaysian, i personally oppose the way malaysian support this and that without doing the research about it.

the right way to support earth hour is by step out from your vehicle, your car, your motorcycle, and start walking or cycling. and only by that we can actually save our lacking natural resources, petroleum.

only by that we can actually save our natural resources and reduce the actual so-called global warming.

if you really intended to save the earth, start acting now.

besides, lighting your paraffin candle in the dark, one whole hour only releases more hydrocarbon. how does that help in reducing carbon dioxide emission huh?

i never against the idea of WWF to save the earth,

i just get irritated about the idea what does malaysian could contibute by switching off the light.

people get so excited when it's actually nothing.

you're not saving anything, just making it worse.yes yes yes. stop denying!

who actually being fooled by this, put your hands up!

just please wipe the remaining

girl's tears always come in mass production.

it won't simply stop by your words such;

"its just a misunderstanding"

"so, it's my fault now?"

"ok ok whatever i'm sorry"

"please stop crying"

"look, i'm sorry ok?"

"stop it, you made me look guilty"

"what?i'm just being honest"

or

"i love you"

just wipe the remaining until it's fully stop.

beat the nature because girls will always like this.

always and forever.

birthday with tears?not really a bad idea.

paranoia

I smile alot, so i must have the perfect life.

I have alot of guy friends so i must be fucking every single one of them.

I listen to reggae, so I must be a stoner.

My opinion matters, so I must be a bitch.

Im comfortable with my body, so I get around?

I like to help out, so I must be a suck up.

I’m bisexual, so I must get around.

I’m straight up blunt, so I must be a bitch.

I cut myself so I must be emo.

I’m bisexual, so none of my girl friends can feel safe.

I laugh and smile, so I cannot be depressed.

I like spending my day at home, so I don’t have any friends

Most of my friends are dudes, so I must be a tomboy.

I’m always on facebook, so I must have zero friends in real life

I’m a Muslim, so I must be a terrorist

I make alot of mistakes so I must be stupid/retarded.

I’m from a broken family, so I must be a rebel.

who the hell are you to be judgemental?

tenderly

The evening breeze caressed the trees, tenderly
The trembling trees embraced the breeze tenderly
Then you and I came wandering by
and lost in a sigh were we
The shore was kissed by sea and mist tenderly
I can't forget how two hearts met breathlessly
Your arms opened wide
And closed me inside
You took my lips you took my love so tenderly

one of my favourite from ella fitzgerald.

when ever i'm in my gloomy moments,

i listen to jazz,

nothing more relaxing than that,

i can cry as harder as i will,

killing all the thunder in my head.

at least for temporarily,

just to get me straight again,

and carry on living my hopeless life.

yes, i am emo.

go fuck yourself out.

fact

a boyfriend who forbid his girlfriend

going out and have fun is

an awesome boyfriend indeed.

guess i stay in my room and relax.

blissful life and enjoyable too.

trouble in heaven eyh?

when i'm getting married, i want one of these in my hantaran!

yes, i'm being serious..actually i'm being in love in these shoes since last year but never has a chance to tell people in my blog. well, lets see the awesome heels which actually could kill!



the design is conceptual, extraordinary, and awesome.awesome, i think theres another right word, but its ok,its still super awesome.
the label is a collaboration of mr koolhaas (yes sir, the dutch architect rem d koolhaas, he have minimized his architecture value to a women feet, which turnout to be awesome, i said it again didnt i?) and galahand clark.

i'm a person who care more than less about the branding,
mr koolhaas name didnt make me said this products cool,
its the product itself.

just check out their website at http://www.unitednude.com/