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Tuesday, February 17, 2009

guaguaguagua

yayayaya
ari tu..lecturer studio bwk kitorg gi gua tempurung.
konon nya nak study psl volume, plane, space n apa je yg berkaitan dlm buku d.k. ching tuhh..
hakikatnya..
kitorg main jer lebih dlm gua tu..
brapa lama dh kot kitorg x gi main2..
last sem x smpat..sem ni plak x berkesempatan lagi...harap lpas archifest selesai boleh la gi main2..
yeah...

yupp..aku org sarawak..ada byk gua yg lawa kat situ..
hakikatnya..
ni 1st time aku msuk gua..
aku..sangat..sakai...
hahaha..
suma batu kat dpan mata aku,
yg nmpak menarik aku nak sentuh...
pastu ada lukisan kat dinding hasil peninggalan komunis pun aku pegi pgang..
yela..sakai..

sebut psl lukisan..
budak2 len suma nak letak initial diorng kat dinding gua..
tulis nama suma..
call me miss lame or whatever,
tapi aku langsung x approve perbuatan sebegitu..
merosakan pemandangan tau x.
niat d hati nak jer tego,
hakikatnya,
mulut aku ni boleh membunuh kalau bersuara,
sehinggakan hak utk bersuara pun telah dilupuskan oleh diorng...
hmmm...

kitorg amik pakej dry n wet,
pakej pling mencabar la kira nya..
kena merangkak suma,bsh semua..
so, ku pun x bwk la kamera ku..
karang bsh plak...rosak jap gi abis mngamuk mak ku kat umah...
huhuhu..
hakikatnya..
x bsah mana pun!
pling tnggi pun bdnku bsh smpai takat pinggang jer...
ingatkan ada mnyelam2 semua ala2 indiana jones..
haishhhh...menyesal sungguh jiwa lara sbb x bwk kamera..

blik jer dr gua tu...
aku trus rebah dlm bilik..
x smpat nak naik ats katil sbb letih sngat...
hakikatnya,
lantai bilik ku sngat sejuk dan sngat mematahkan tulang belikat,
aku pun bgn naik ke katil soploh menet kemudian..
mlm tu dhla ada klas structure ngan en anuar...
haishhhhh....
nsib baik x tetido dlm klas...

ada lagi bnda bez jdik kat aku
tpi..
biarla ku simpan utk diri sendiri jer k..
hakikatnya...
gua tempurung membuatkan ku senyum sampai ke telinga...
wajah selebet sblm msuk gua
mka selebet di dlm gua
mka2 mencapub di luar gua!

habis?mana gmbar yg berkaitan dgn architectural prnspl?
ahh..ku smpan sorg2 sudahhhhh................

Monday, February 9, 2009

how do you feel today?

how do you feel today?
can't tell, my heart just too hurt until i can't feel a thing.
but all i know i burst to tears.

why do you feel like that?
it just me.
the blame is all on me.
it's not anyone fault why i felt like this.
it's me.

what have you done?
i wore mask all this time.
i cracked it,
then i wear the new one.
easy as that.

why do you do that?
to hide anything inside me.
have you heard something like this?
a cactus which full with thorn,
is just being defensive
to protect the fragile inside.
yes, i admit.
i'm fragile.
and i'm damaged.

fragile?but i can't tell that by your strong look!
then sir, you are a person who judge others without knowing them.

then, will you talk to me about it?
no
i rather keep it for myself.
because no one understand me.
and no one will.