i am...

...surrounded by fucking parasite in 2 km radius.

please kill them all.

yes you bitch

sissy people with wicked mouth

talking about somebody in their back

while in front of them you show your angel face

sissy people never grown up

never confront their fault

sissy people do complaining too much

about this and that

that and this

oh dear sissy people,


you should grow some pussy,


then i wouldnt mind if you nagging too much.

girls cant be sissy, obviously these statement are for guys. yes you.

oxygen gets you high

maybe we are the space monkey exploring the stars

maybe we are stupid only with better manners

maybe we are playing too hard in life

maybe we are truly lack of oxygen

maybe we are so high with the world itself

maybe we are suffocated with plastic

maybe we are the slaves of the earth

maybe we are champ in our own dream

maybe we are lingering in a lie

maybe we are thirst with touch

maybe we are born with curses

maybe we are defied our own existence

maybe we are never worth what we made of

maybe, maybe, maybe,

maybe we are meant to suffer like this.

the urban legend:times square mall bintulu

yes ladies and gentleman, they building a times square at bintulu.

applause to yourselves.

i wonder how the bintulu's will react with the development of another commercial building with famous brand line franchise.

because i dare say, city point is a massive dissapointment (lack of maintenance and the failure of the management to attract more people to come by) and parkcity mall almost there,(limited units of store but great in management and stuff.) merely succeed.

actually i've heard about the proposal about this project when i'm 17,(maybe not this one)

when i got so excited whenever i saw the construction started anywhere around bintulu,

but it just not another mall.damn.

oh yes.bintulu is currently under massive development since i'm 17, and u can see construction on going almost..everywhere..

back to times square,

located at jalan tun hussein onn, ( wow, thats is the another part of bintulu ),

designed by architects 61 (singaporian architects initially acknowledge by changi airports and ruffles city-and where on earth are our local architects?)

the development concludes residential and commercial buildings, in 65 acre lot.

with more than 100 lots, bowling alley, cinema, arcade, gym, and else typical mall features.

and there some rumors by some excited friends (haha) saying that there will be some famous, rare and exclusive brand line participating the project.

just wait and see.

more info www.timessquaremall.com.my

actually

actually..
i spend my friday, my every friday by playing games, non stop, a very dangerous addiction.
so on the next day i will be in a very good mood to start my day and do my work.

eventhough at the end, i'll still end up playing games again.

darn u...my irresistible lappy.. T.T

pesanan mak

mak pesan,
kalau orang susah dan kita mampu,
tolonglah ia.
insyallah satu hari nanti orang tu akan menyenangkan kita.

mak pesan,
walaupun orang busuk hati kat kita,
menjatuhkan kita,
buat jahat kat kita,
tipu kita,
guna kita,
jangan balas balik.
biar yang maha esa yang balas.

mak pesan,
kalau bab makanan atau benda yang akan masuk perut,
dan jadi darah daging orang,
janganlah berkira sangat,
nanti tak pasal2 benda halal yang dia makan jadi haram.

mak pesan,
kalau jumpa manusia hipokrit,
senyumlah.
sesungguhnya duniawi indah dengan kewujudan mereka.
tapi dunia kemudian siapa yang tahu.

mak pesan,
belajar elok-elok,
mak tunggu je akak grade n tolong mak sekolahkan adik2.
adik2 suma hormat akak.
adik2 suma sayang akak.

mak pesan,
bila ada orang fitnah kita,
buat cerita pasal kita,
sebar cerita tak baik pasal kita,
jangan melatah.
diam je.
lambat laun orang akan tahu kebenaran nya juga.

mak pesan,
semua benda kita buat akan dapat balasan nya.
buat baik dapat balasan abaik.
buat jahat dapat balasan jahat juga.

dengar pesan mak.
rindu mak.
nak peluk.

amaran:ini adalah list menyampah.

adoii...
lately slalu jer bnda yg mmbakar jiwa raga dan kesabaran aku ni..
smpai mngikis kesabaran aku ke tahap yg maximum..
dari bnda yg bodot bodot smpai ke bnda yg bijak pandai.

agak2 nya bnda setan ni suma pn korang pnah kena jugak ke?

1.bila cashier kedai supermarket mcm bangang je gna cash machine. mcm x pnah gna.lpas scan barang "tiiit", pastu ckp "rm 5.60", bila hulur duit limaploh hengget, nak buat mka taik..skati akula nak byr gna duit apa pn..duit aku..buat mka lgi, klu xnak jd cashier ko jd la cleanr ke, hr ke, manager ke kat supermaket ko tu.talk about customer service.

2.time nk beli air kat uptown.ahhh...ni mesti bkn aku sorng je pnah kna.aku adlh beratur nk beli air, konon nk respect org len yg dh beratur lme kn, tba2 adela sorng mamat ensem ni, (klu dduk perak ni, die boleeeehhhla kira ensem di dlm golongan mka pecah)main potong n buat2 mesra plak kt akak yg jual air ni.n akak tu plok, layaaaaaannnnn jer..taik btol..dgn cuaca pns mmbunuh ni, kehausan tekak yg x terhingga,mmg mncabar kesabaran jiwa raga aku.ini termasuk juga bila beratur di mane2 pun, atm ke, mekdi ke,kepsi ke...mmg dunia tidak adil, tpi, jgn smpai aku buat drama kat situ..ahhaaa...

3.bila kna tarik dgn promoter.shit..pantang nenek moyang aku la org main tariiikkk tgn aku mcm tu..hanjeng btol.pastu sapu krim apa2 ntah kat tgn aku.ntah2 krim ko sapu tu ade lemak babhi kambeng lembur ke ape.siap ckp,'krim ni seswai utk adik ni, mka adik ade jeragat2 ni, x lawa".hanjeng sungguh.skati aku la nak lawa ke x.

4.bile time exam, pngawas peperiksaan tu usha lebih2.ingat mka aku ni mka tuan toyol ke ap?mmg la aku menulis tnduk smpai nk cium meja, tpi tu aku pnya psl la...bkn mslh aku.pling x bleh blah, bila masa dh abis,bleh plak nk mrh aku sbb aku still mnulis lgi.pdhal org len pun tgh mncaanaaaakkk jer tgn tgh menulis jgak xde pn nk sound2 dirong.taik.

5.bile org sibok2 nk sound aku pdhal x tau ap sbnarnya yg trjadi.juz dgr citer yg si polan ni dgr dr si polan dpt dr sepupu mendiang bapak mentua si polan punya presiden kelab mengumpat.huhh..sbb aku jaranggg(jarang la jgak)nk trmkn dgn kisah2 dongeng ni semua, bcoz i know how d system works.

6.bile org kutuk aku punya music choice.sungguh ni.walopn x mcm big deal, pi aku sngat x ska.konon2 korng dgr lgu indie blabla suma, nak kutuk music aku yg tibe2 ade bnyi gitar karen yg terlebih gna gadjet.konon2 music aku mngundang syaitooon la sume.ah sudah...i'm not being racist, tpi lgu rnb(which aku pn ska dgr) yg korng ska dgr tu plak slalu gna perkataan yg lucc lucc sahaja, plus,grammar pn berterabor.ouchh!!

7.bil org pndang sleeeekk kat org yg boleh berbahasa inggeris dgn baik.kononya org yg berckp bhase inggeris dgn ayat yg lengkap yg siap dgn slanga sekali adlah bertujuan utk menunjuk2. tuduhan yg sngat la kurang ajar.statement made by shallow people with their stupid rotten mind.

8.bile kat profile fesbuk ke, mysapce ke, frenster ke (huh??) letak gmbar yg bkn gmbar sendiri, sebaliknya letak gmbar muka org len yg sngat jambu n mngiurkan, bunga ke, labah2 ke, taman bunga ke.mmg la tu diorng pnya psl, tpi ntah...aku x ska..hahahaha...skati aku la aku x ska!

9.bile dh install antivirus yg mahal2 (bile dh mhl tu, ori la mksdnya) n berjenama pn virus hantu2 raya still dapat membolosi pagar keselamatan lappy dan beranak pinak kat situ.lgi bez klu ade mmber ni pnjam extrnal hakdis aku, n derma sket ternakan liar die kt aku.klu cmtu baik xyah beli antivirus.download je yg pirate pnya.cait.

10.bile org pinjam barang aku dan buat harta plak.mmg bapak aku bgi aku duit n beli brng tu nk bgi ko pnjam lame2.ahh..yg terase tu, pa lgi, pulangkan la brng aku.



nmpaknya aku byk membenci drpd ska.x kesah la..perasaan nya sngat seronokkk..

p/s:kpd sesiapa yg berkaitan, skati aku la nk mncanak kt sini, blog aku.mampos kao la.

1st anniversary

it was one great year together
filled with laughter and joy
pain and tears
loud and alive.

you held my hand all these days
through the hardship and happiness
you're my best friend
and my ignorance saviour
you killed my roaring thunder
and you put me under your eternal spell
thus i'll be forever yours.

my love,

i love you everyday
from that day until upcoming end.

happy anniversary.

dear drama queensss

dear 'drama queenss',

at this very moment,
i'm drunk with hate and suffocating with anger.
dramatic you, talking trash showing off that diva thing.
made me almost blown up
and scream in your head.

its really do annoyed me when 'you, sir' nosing around me.
keep on getting under my skin
talk behind my back
like hell i don't have any idea
when i'm actually know everything you do.
your lips do lying, but your face cant hide even a tiny facts.
i can tell.
because i came from a town called HYPOCRISY.
and i cant blame your crew for obeying you
of course
you are the queen.
GOD SAVE THE DRAMA QUEENSSS!

oh dear infamous 'drama queensss'
you are so
panic dramatic
psychosomatic
so problematic
your drama is so cinematic

but i know, i'm no longer a child.
i had those years back in high school.
giddy giddy drama queen
chasing and being chased
punching and being punched
cursing and being cursed

i'm quitting my part time job as 'people's life destroyer'

so, how did i handle this 'royalty' treatmet i'm getting from you.

FUCK YOU. I NO LONGER GIVE A DAMN.

xoxo,
DRAMA KING

to whom it may concern

please fasten your seat belt
for the fortune teller said there will be a hijack
sudden death in the imaginary
life line going to be unreachable
the night won't be starry
paper cut will be friend
and sugar will go away.


you've been told.

today

i wanna do kickboxing!

my weirdest thought for today.

ini adalah kutukan

Mengatakan mulut mereka binasa padahal kau pun serupa
Mengatakan mereka buruk fizikalnya ciptaan Tuhan padahal engkau tidaklah sesempurna mana
Mentertawakan mereka yang dalam kesakitan padahal merekalah yang menolong kau ketika kejatuhan
Mencanangkan pekung mereka tanpa kau ada niat untuk membantu walaupaun engkau tahu engkau berkemampuan
Bergurau senda engkau berseli kutukan tetapi kau tak boleh nak terima bila kau dilakukan seumpama
Memasuki cerita mereka tanpa memberi salam dan akhirnya sendiri salah faham
Membawa cerita buruk di belakang si polan, tetapi di hadapan nya engkau bermuka-muka
Memberi pisau yang paling durjana di belakang mereka, tetapi di hadapan kau serahkan sejambak bunga putih

Mengejek, memperlekeh dan memandang sinis

Bagaikan kau terlalu agung dan terlalu maha untuk diperlakukan sebagaimana kau memperlakukan mereka

Ya, kata-kata ku jujur dan memang sakit untuk ditelan.
Tetapi kebenaran itulah yang kejam dan pahit.
Dan aku hanya berlaku kejam terhadap manusia yang telah memaksa ku ke hujung garisan penghabisan ku.

Tunggu dan lihat
Engkau pasti membenci pengakhiran nya.

my little windmill

The thing I most regret when I’m being apart from my home, is unable to see my little brother growing up.

Muhammad Nur Aliff Afiq

I’m the one who suggest to name my little brother “Aliff”
Well, called me old fashion and stuff, but I prefer simpler name with easy pronunciation.

Born on the end of February 2002,
He used to be bold and red skin and his little figure have the scent from heaven when I first met him.
I was in form 1 when he pokes my heart with his little smile and touch.
Making me rushing home every single day after school just to kiss his red little cheeks.

Sniff..sniff..

My little windmill,
I wish I could never miss a centimeter of your growth,
My little windmill,
I wish to hold your hand and go buy some ice cream,
My little windmill,
I wish I could go to bed with you,
My little windmill,
I wish I could bake your favourite cookies,
My little windmill,
I wish I could fly the kite with you again,
My little windmill,
I wish I could see how you learning to ride a bike,
My little windmill
I wish I could hug and kiss you right now.

I miss you my darling.

Happy birthday, Aliff.
May Allah bless you and may you have a greatest childhood adventure..