monkey

dear you,

your last visit was not invited,

i don't even want you here,

plus, you just annoyed me and other people,

your existence just like a cancer,

so i confront you here and tell you on your face,

stop pretending because all of your lies just burst.

it just me trying so hard to make everything okay with you,

where you never care any less.

you just need me when you're in trouble,

selfishly want to save only you,

well, i don't need any of your kind in my day.

so please go away, permanently before i erase your existence myself.

just to let you know,

right now, i do enjoy watching you and your clan fall, kissing my feet.

i know you're reading this, bitch.

so next time we stumble, please go away.

i don't even want to share the same air with you.

you moronic brainless monkey bitch.

fact!

tommorow is submission, today is working day.

good luck everyone!

today.

this is me during my daily basis.

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this is me when submission rolling.

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this is me wiping my ass to get my job done.

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this is my brain when in my work-work-work-work mode.

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this is my back, aftermath of the activated mode.

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this is the usual scene in my purse at the moment.

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this is the other people.

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this is the other people who care less about my work-work-work mode.

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this is my anger thermostat.

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this is me when being poked.

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this is my boyfie poke poke poke poke me.

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this is me when i'm being poked till the thermostat...

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this is me now.

moral of the story:

wtf?please dont....

i was shocked. super shocked. either i was fooled by google or the google went fool.haha..

i was browsing to find suitable building for my history of architecture final project, where we are required to choose any 20th and 21st century building, make model, presentation board and all about.

so i was searching for mr bjarke ingles's building (as he is my favourite since my 1st year)

due to super lazy me waiting super slow internet to loading,

i end up googling for his images at google..

and as usual, the suggestion word will pop out from google search box..

this was what came out;

note the suggestion saying "bjarke ingels girlfriend"

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so, curious little me did click the link and i was like..................................

all the pictures are guys, even to the last page.

yes, i am heartbroken.

all these years,i'm in love with a gay. T^T

actually i did try to open every link connected to the picture, but uitm internet blocked em.

all of them. oh..we are allowed to read juicy gossips about maria ozawa and other celebs, but not the architects?fucking racist.

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whatever, he still my idol. haters can go to hell.

we are two years old.happy anni.

two years together.

awesome and nuts.

crawling and begging.

fighting and laughter.

rise and fall.

dead and resurrect.

i know, i kinda lame compared to last year.

we fought too much even about anniversary.

and now i cant even write a poem about us.

so, this is a song for you my gemot.

i'll make a poem later for you.

I know, I know you belong
To somebody new
But tonight
You belong to me

Although, although we're apart
You're part of my heart
And tonight
You belong to me

Lay down
By the stream
How sweet
It will seem
Once more
Just to dream
In the moonlight

My honey, I know, I know
With the dark
That you will be gone
But tonight
You belong to me

Lay down way down along the stream
How very very sweet it will seem
Once more just to dream
In the silvery moonlight

My honey, I know, I know
With the dark
That you will be gone
But tonight
You belong to me

happy anni.ily. :)